倒底有多少人知道我承受的痛苦，仅然有人还能说，如果五年前的事发生在 “他” 身上的话，那该多好！我的天啊！我以为每个人都知道我的痛苦，竟然我的亲身弟弟不知道！我很慶幸我竟然能够活到现在。。。可能我受不这一切,早就去死了~ 可是真的，不是每个人能够承受这一切突然发生在你的身上。。让你从一个整常人，到一切你得从头学起。。你做的到吗？每个人会带着异样的眼眶看你，你承受的了吗？倒底有多少人能够了解呢？这一切是不容易的。。 虽然，我不是100% 的整常人，可是我知道我尽力了。。。 这一切来的不容易。。。

太失望了。。。以为我活的很快乐吗？一点都不会！因为没有人能感受我的痛苦和无奈。。。我虽然外表每次都是笑哈哈的。。那是因为，我不想你们为我担心。。。

因为我会没事的。。。

Met Xiu Lin on Fri...so called celebrated her birthday in advance.. but in fact, her actualy birthday is today! which is our National Day!~ Brought her to Tampines 1 to walk.. since she kept complaining tat she still havent walk yet...settle our dinner at Secret Recipe... disappointed... as their service really sux... place too cramped... after dinner, we sat at seats nearby Starbucks there.. for chit-chatting... Guess who i bumped to?? it's my pri sch classmate... and wat's more is tat he's my 暗恋的人....~ haha...~ Don't ask me why... as i'm still so damm young! Haa~ We r consider as close friends  during our pri sch days... nt only the both of us... and also another 2 gals and 2 boys.. hee.. the 6 of us always play the craziest... and we just stay near each other also... and he gt a younger bro also... Jun Liang.. after we r being separated to diff sech sch... instead.. i keep in touch with his younger bro..Ah Liang....it's been years since i last seen him...... so was quite surprised to bump to him tat day~ chatted awhile... he bought me a can of drink which i was actually just joking abt it....exchanged number to keep in touch....  then he left with his friends 1st...  in fact, tats the same spot where i ever bumped to his younger bro Ah Liang a few mths ago...coincident....
Xiu Lin and i chatted till 10plus.. and we both went back hm.. we r just too tired... over work..... Zzzzzzzzzzz

Met Wendy yesterday at 5.30pm... went to Pizza Hut and had our dinner there.... long time nv eat le.... hee...then went to help her find Ah Boy's birthday present... Ended up, she bought a perfume for Boy.. and i bought her and mine the same perfume... as we both find it quite nice.. and i koe she wanted to buy a perfume very much... so i just bought for her.... and mine as well...  

Slacked around.... till our show time up.... caught "Orphan"... u all should watch it..! It's a great show man!.. i nv leave my eyes off the screen since it started... i like the story plot... at least it's something tat we seldom see it.... it's really nice! Somemore watched this show... will watch till very 'qi gek' one... ~ Hehe... after u watch it, u all will understand why i said tat.. hee..  Oh ya... i bumped to Kellie as well! Gosh.. ever since she fell sick during tat time... i din see her for so long... 

Wendy and i chatted till 4plus am... till we both started to feel tired.... and off we went hm.... 

Dreamland time....

Boring day.......  

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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